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• Confession
  Im slowly but surely falling behind on everything, one lecture at a time, my mind is focused on everything but studying and i cant get myself to do the exercises and they are so hard anyways, I cant do them without help even if i thought i understood everything or know the answer or whatever.. my brain has refused to keep working and i dont think ill be able to keep up and pass anymore... and the thing is i used to love math, i used to love studying and learning new things and doing exercises and finding proofs and stuff and now its just dull and dead and i wonder whats the point of doing anything at all

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  2026-10-18T12:16:39Z
• Confession
  How many times and how long am i supposed to keep trying to make friends and initiate stuff? It's tiring on top of alrady existing mental health problems and the load of moving to a new city and starting your studies and keeping up and stuff.. ive met so many people and exchanged so many contacts and written to many as well, but why has no one written to me? t the pre study event, i was ditched, guy hadnt even asked for my contact while he asked everyone else, then later on the first semester day it was like everyone was already friends in my group and i was just hanging out alone, and then i was ditched by another group because i didnt speak swiss german it seemed and they made sure to speak in swiss german even though they knew i didnt understand it and then now i had met up with this guy outside of uni and we spoke a bunch and i asked him to hangout again and ive been ghosted.. how long do i keep doing this? its exhausting... im sure somewhere its my fault, maybe i dont seem approachable or something, maybe im an asshole... maybe its the fact i also dont have the emotional energy to invest in new friendships... i can barely wake up in the morning and finish the content and stuff, i cant make it to the lectures on time so no one sees me, even though im at the uni almost all day after that just studying, but of course no one tries to talk to the loner especially now that all the friendships are solidifying and ive been too absent...

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  2026-10-09T17:50:19Z
• Question
  Do you get lonely living alone? Living away from home, without friends, in a place where you could disappear and no one would notice for days? How do you deal with it?

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  2026-09-24T18:36:25Z